I had a dream

I was thinking. Today I had interesting conversation with my auntie. We were talking about the idea of "not caring." I don't mean not caring in the sense that we didn't care about anything in our lives; actually just the opposite. We were talking about caring about not caring about what people think about us. The notion that if we all really and truly loved someone or authentically or passionately believed in a something, we really wouldn't care about what other people thought. It wouldn't even cross our minds to think about what others are thinking if we were as confident or asserted as we think we are. I know I'm not being articulate here. I'm never really good at explaining what I really mean. But i guess, it doesn't matter, so long as I understand it because the purpose of me writing this is not to convince anyone. I've just begun to question my own actions and my own beliefs. I don't know where I'm going with this. I really don't